Dear Blood Sugars

Dear Blood Sugars,

You and me?

I thought we had a good pattern going on.

And then two mornings in a row,

you go ahead and mess up my morning.

I know I won’t always know what you’ll do…

but some warning would be nice.

Knowing and feeling my numbers are totally different.

Why can’t I feel lows anymore?

This morning I didn’t know I was 52 until I was 52. 

I lost all strength. 

I couldn’t even open up my juice bottle that was half open.

(thank you Jackie!)

I felt so sleepy, but had a busy busy day ahead.

Why these feelings? Why these lows? 

Can’t I just have the blood sugars of my 3 year old self before I was diagnosed with diabetes?

Maybe not, probably not for a while. 

But until then, please give me some signs of lows. and highs, if you don’t mind. :\ 

Love, me.

curemoll © 2010